kristimccloskey@hotmail.com
07.06.2005 | 11:35 AM

IM BACK IN PORTLAND AGAIN.
AND IVE BEEN SLEEPING EVER SINCE I GOT HERE.
YEAH, YOU SAID IT WAS GOING TO BE HARD AND I BELIEVED YOU BUT I SET MYSELF UP FOR THINGS TO DO AND NOW I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANY OF IT.
I JUST WANT TO HANG OUT WITH SOME PEOPLE I KNOW AND LOVE AND LAUGH LIKE I DID IN MADISON.
WHAT AN AWFUL ATTITUDE TO HAVE MOVING TO A NEW CITY WHERE YOU DONT KNOW ANYONE.


BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I WOULD LOVE IT FOR THIS WOMAN SITTING NEXT TO ME AT THE COFFEE SHOP TO START TALKING TO ME BECAUSE SHES GOT COOL HAIR AND HAS AN ACCENT AND ID LIKE TO KNOW THE MEANING BEHIND THAT TATOO BUT REALLY I JUST WANT TO HAVE A FUCKING CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE.

I WISH I COULD CALL YOU BUT MY PHONE PLAN SUCKS AND I ONLY HAVE A FEW MINUTES LEFT WHICH I NEED TO SAVE TO SET UP APPOINTMENTS FOR JOB INTERVIEWS THAT ILL NEVER GET.
YOU SHOULD E-MAIL ME BECAUSE OUR NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR, WHO IS A DISC JOCKEY AT THE OLDIES STATION AND OWNS AND SNAKE AND DRIVES A MOTORCYCLE, GAVE US A COMPUTER. WELL SET THAT UP REAL SOON SO WE, AT THE VERY LEAST, CAN BE CYBERALLY CONNECTED.
OKAY, IM GONNA GO LOOK FOR A DUMB JOB.
I MISS YOU STILL.